Wednesday, March 12, 2008


my friends seem to be disappearing ever since i got out of the hospital. i have heard from 3 of them and nobody else. they may send me info on something but thats it....not say another word. i think that i am losing them all because of what i have now and quite frankly at this point it hurts and is the last thing i need. i want to curse but am trying not to. have been having problem with that lately. having a hard time controling it.

so, i guess its just the 3 i've heard from and my hubby. no one else cares and if they don't care why should I?


Milly said...

I’m so sorry to hear about this. Sometimes people just don’t know how to react so they stay away. Hang in there.

tye-dye trinity said...

Yes I have thought about that but it doesn't make it hurt any less. I cried myself to sleep last night because of this. I did hear from one person today but it was about us not being at group because we have decided to take a break. I guess I should just be grateful for that. It's just hard. I am so thankful you are there and willing to listen etc. Thanks so much. Love you.

Milly said...

I’m so sorry about the friends and I do understand how much that hurts. I wasn’t making excuses. Some folks just don’t know what to say. I’ve been guilty myself.

You know how to reach me if you need a shoulder.