am really down today. the pain has gotten so bad i don't know how much more i can take it.(physical pain). surgery is on monday for those who care. we have to be there at 8am and go from there. i hope they find SOMETHING,ANYTHING and can take care of it to get rid of this pain

i see my counselor again tomorrow which should help. she knows everything thats happened lately plus some stuff from my childhood. should be interesting.
surgery is on monday for those who care.

guess thats it for now or i am gonna say things i shouldn't.

love all who care....
ps. pops came through his surgery just fine. so far so good. will keep you posted a i am.